Okay so my sister is technically the only person close to me that knows I’m pan, right?
On our way home she asks me:
“Hey, like, I know you’re pan or whatever, but what is your preference more often?”, which was a totally valid question.
I was just,
“… Ya know, boys are really annoying to me lately? So..”
“They’re drama, huh?”
“yEAH PRetTY MUcH”
I’m glad that both a straight girl and a queer agree that guys can be plain assholes most of the time. Not all guys, but the majority. Some guys are okay to be around sometimes.
parents comin’ in to your room like
Oops I accidentally Homestucked
Oh no. I’m a kawaii piece of shit.
(( Mun starts college tomorrow, wish me luck taking the bus and finding my classes— mostly the bus ))
(( I cried when I got home, I already hate going.))
(( my first day of college went from an excited morning to crying for 3 hours when I got home. ))
(( Well if you look at my last few posts, you’ll see that I started college recently and I’ve been under heavy stress over just the first days that I’ve been crying and not even wanting to either come home or go back to my college.
My sister has been doing her best to try to help me calm down and adjust but I still feel so worthless.
So no, I’m not really alright right now but all I can do is live another day and try not to get my depression back again. ))